schorschd @ 2008-01-26T15: 28:00
Today I have written about 800 words and read an essay and corrected. Juhu! But the two essays that I next Weeks must submit, are still not finished and now I have no desire to write more. I will not say that today I could not somehow think, but today I want to also relax a bit. The university is stupid and stressful and even if I am already looking forward to the end, I must say that I have front end of my university career scared because I dannach have no idea, what I would do. The future is behind a cloud of uncertainty, but this year everything is so uncertain and bad I'm just scared. My last year in school, I had the same fear, but this time the fear bigger, because real life is not so far forward. On the one hand, I tell myself (of course with a kind of Swabian accent), "Oh, be Schorsch, net stupid. Des Lebe severally imma unsecured but you hasch all previous überstanda.'s why is because as of today different?" But on the other hand I think (in my best High German), "George. Now must you do something. Enter Life is as of June not so pretty and you have to in real life. Unfortunately you can not get off until you are dead or are you are very old. But that is not so bad, right? A direction to discover with which you can run forever. Perhaps it is somehow easier when you have to live like this. But perhaps it is more complicated, stupid, and schweirig. You have to wait to get to know your destiny. "
But I will not. The Swabian I do I find a friendly and relaxed. I can actually nothing, and unfortunately I am not from a noble family, which already has money and a bit of security if I have any skills. What I can (I know that I always ask the same questions, but at this point in my life, it's just that I always ask the same questions must be)? Hm .. I can speak English but my vocabulary is tiny and my pronunciation and my writing for American and British (or Scottish) English, are quite confused. I can be a bit English. I used to have that done it very well but after I've lived in Germany, I can not really more. I can be a little German. But I still make the same mistakes and to be honest, I'm not a real Germanic. And I can (strangely) is still a bit of Portuguese. Otherwise I have very few skills. With languages, you can talk to people, but if my translator is a bad, what then bring the languages? No idea.
I have just a single goal, well, that I do not want to move to California. Phew. But at least I have such a small target.
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