duh, duh duh PANIKK ...
Well, it's ... really late. I do not mean midnight is really late, but if you for more than 33 Stood has not slept and went to bed only by 21 clock is midnight late.
I love Edinburgh. The city is beautiful. But now I must ask myself whether I want to stay here after college. I've always thought that that was my dream, but now I'm not so sure. In these 3 hours of sleep I was dreaming. What did I dream? Well ... I have seen all the stressful and horrible things here and only thought when I was in Germany, life was also stressful, but I never had so much fear as I did tonight.
I do not understand it. And maybe I would not understand. I miss Tübingen. If something in Tübingen would happen, I would do a walk. Here I would have a Bißle afraid. Everything here is stupid. I felt a thousand times safer than in Tübingen I now feel comfortable here and I do not know if that just because I miss Tübingen in Tübingen or whether life really was better than life here.
Now I must go back to bed. Good night.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Joi Star Kitty's Revenge Mediafire
well ... new news ...
Well, now I feel a Bißle bad because I'm not friends with my Scottish expected last night but now I must say that although I do not so many good friends have since than I have to toot your good friends, the I'm in edinburgh, really great friends.
and today I met with a good friend from school and the experience was not as bad as when I met with the others. she was as friendly as she was at school and tonight was really fun. now I have something ... 2 friends here (friends really) in California, can talk to me. hurray. and her boyfriend was there too and au seeehhhrr friendly. so maybe I know three nice people from school ... although I've never spoken in the school with friends.
Well, now I feel a Bißle bad because I'm not friends with my Scottish expected last night but now I must say that although I do not so many good friends have since than I have to toot your good friends, the I'm in edinburgh, really great friends.
and today I met with a good friend from school and the experience was not as bad as when I met with the others. she was as friendly as she was at school and tonight was really fun. now I have something ... 2 friends here (friends really) in California, can talk to me. hurray. and her boyfriend was there too and au seeehhhrr friendly. so maybe I know three nice people from school ... although I've never spoken in the school with friends.
Monday, August 27, 2007
Sadler Oxford Vocab Answers Level E
damn
now I'm too lazy to write in High German. phew ... I need to practice au ordinary German. well ... Today I have really tried to be happy. but unfortunately it has happened net. why? honestly, I know net. it difficult manner whenever I'm in California, to feel cheerful, but ... well ... I think that was stupid today, because I still have no idea where I'll stay in edinburgh the first nights and I'm afraid. I have a lot of angst ... and why? because I'm afraid of edinburgh. if I would go back to Tübingen, not knowing where I would be spending the first nights, I'm quite sure I could count with my friends. but I have a girlfriend once asked last week whether I could really stay with her until next week (she has already said that this was not a problem, but after my berlin interesting experience in, I would ask three times) and I've still got no response. I can understand net. I miss tü thousand times more than I miss edinburgh last summer, even though I was here last summer stayed longer. edinburgh dahoim was no wonder since 2004 ... and now? and now I just know net ... now a part of me wishes that I had been doing and to a study by the beginning of history, but the other knows that edinburgh au will be fine.
after the uni's will gannzz interesting.
puh.
now I'm too lazy to write in High German. phew ... I need to practice au ordinary German. well ... Today I have really tried to be happy. but unfortunately it has happened net. why? honestly, I know net. it difficult manner whenever I'm in California, to feel cheerful, but ... well ... I think that was stupid today, because I still have no idea where I'll stay in edinburgh the first nights and I'm afraid. I have a lot of angst ... and why? because I'm afraid of edinburgh. if I would go back to Tübingen, not knowing where I would be spending the first nights, I'm quite sure I could count with my friends. but I have a girlfriend once asked last week whether I could really stay with her until next week (she has already said that this was not a problem, but after my berlin interesting experience in, I would ask three times) and I've still got no response. I can understand net. I miss tü thousand times more than I miss edinburgh last summer, even though I was here last summer stayed longer. edinburgh dahoim was no wonder since 2004 ... and now? and now I just know net ... now a part of me wishes that I had been doing and to a study by the beginning of history, but the other knows that edinburgh au will be fine.
after the uni's will gannzz interesting.
puh.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Menopause Period Spotting
The cork game
Yesterday evening, the friend of my sister and a colleague came here to drink wine, eat food, and terrible games to play.
And it was fun made.
There was ... five bottles of wine and in the end they were all drunk. I like alcohol or not ... But I drank anyway, just to be friendly, because the friend has brought my sister to five bottles and has really tried to pick a few bottles of wine I would like perhaps, although I do not like alcohol, because my sister has it had said that I do not drink alcohol. And also because I have not really drunk so many expensive wines, and I suspect that the wines were really expensive. (He has a kind of wine cellar at home and collecting wines seehhhrrr like).
And so I drank a lot but I was not drunk (I have my Boundaries never really chose and I have not yet discovered) and we have Liars' Dice played .... a terrible game with dice, that is really the same game that Will Turner and Davy Jones play in the escape of the Caribbean, and the UN, of course, even though David, the friend who did not like Uno. We have also learned a cork game that is totally awesome, but I do not in German and can not explain it in English. But it was cool.
And ... well ... I have nothing else to say. On Thursday I fly to Scotland ... hurray! Friends! Beautiful weather! Friendly people! Yay. What
boring for an entry. Phew.
someone reads this boring diary really?
Yesterday evening, the friend of my sister and a colleague came here to drink wine, eat food, and terrible games to play.
And it was fun made.
There was ... five bottles of wine and in the end they were all drunk. I like alcohol or not ... But I drank anyway, just to be friendly, because the friend has brought my sister to five bottles and has really tried to pick a few bottles of wine I would like perhaps, although I do not like alcohol, because my sister has it had said that I do not drink alcohol. And also because I have not really drunk so many expensive wines, and I suspect that the wines were really expensive. (He has a kind of wine cellar at home and collecting wines seehhhrrr like).
And so I drank a lot but I was not drunk (I have my Boundaries never really chose and I have not yet discovered) and we have Liars' Dice played .... a terrible game with dice, that is really the same game that Will Turner and Davy Jones play in the escape of the Caribbean, and the UN, of course, even though David, the friend who did not like Uno. We have also learned a cork game that is totally awesome, but I do not in German and can not explain it in English. But it was cool.
And ... well ... I have nothing else to say. On Thursday I fly to Scotland ... hurray! Friends! Beautiful weather! Friendly people! Yay. What
boring for an entry. Phew.
someone reads this boring diary really?
Thursday, August 23, 2007
What Do Those Plastic Colorful Bracelets Mean
Freeeiiiiheeeiiittt
In a week I'm almost home! (But I must say that Edinburgh is not my only home). Hurray hurray hurray. Today I had
my last day of work. Hurrah. There was cake. And I've got a coupon.
When I wrote the last entry, I realized that my German is really limited. There are so many things you could say, and there are so many things I can not express properly in German. Of course, that's for sure, but still it is annoying that I always find several holes in my knowledge of languages and now, because I am in Germany, I have fewer opportunities to my German . Improve And that's why I started this online diary ... so at least I can practice more my bad German, and accept this terrible holes and hopefully learn somehow and at some point what can. But now I have to say that I am always a Bißle feel weaker than before in my language skills.
Puh. Today
In a week I'm almost home! (But I must say that Edinburgh is not my only home). Hurray hurray hurray. Today I had
my last day of work. Hurrah. There was cake. And I've got a coupon.
When I wrote the last entry, I realized that my German is really limited. There are so many things you could say, and there are so many things I can not express properly in German. Of course, that's for sure, but still it is annoying that I always find several holes in my knowledge of languages and now, because I am in Germany, I have fewer opportunities to my German . Improve And that's why I started this online diary ... so at least I can practice more my bad German, and accept this terrible holes and hopefully learn somehow and at some point what can. But now I have to say that I am always a Bißle feel weaker than before in my language skills.
Puh. Today
Cough Suppressant Natural
Puh
have my sister and I met our father for breakfast. I had thought that coffee would actually be better because you can always go away quickly, but my sister has meant that breakfast is better because you have to do something when no one wants to talk. And because our father is almost always silent, the proposal has won my sister.
I had to get up incredibly early, because after an hour or so "would have to go to work," although I do not work today was (he knows not, of course) and we must always be in the office at half-9th
We have never understood, but has since he told me that he is my tuition fees this year because bezählen could (my sister has told me this earlier because he was afraid to post me his decision), I really have. .. I do not know. I do not hate him. He is my father, and that's why I love him, but ... can you love someone have, if you do not like the same person? Is that possible?
He has spoken. We also have said something. Not much. Just enough so that when there is a break between two songs on the radio was, the room would be filled not only with the silence of our disgust. Of course he has almost only discussed money, save money because nothing in the world it is important (or perhaps almost anything ... from our perspective, money is his only interest). My sister and I just nodded and eaten, as he discusses abstract ideas of the world and the motives of the American government itself.
There are three issues that he would like discussed. Money, God, and ... the U.S. government. Exciting. He has asked me today whether I go to the church. I answered him honestly, and then he told me that I should have no fear of the church, because God already knows me without having an idea. Since the separation of my parents, he became very religious. And I do not know ... I believe in God. That's enough for me. And he can not understand. My sister told me once or twice said that he almost every day in the Church goes, and I just thought that he really is almost a lost cause. A soul is good or bad because it helps other people or not and not only because it regiments as going to church. I do not know what to say to him when his own mistakes and shortcomings can not see, and he was always my "error" recognizes, mistakes that I would not call it a mistake; errors that would not also accept other people as an error ..
Then he discussed the family in Germany - also a popular topic and only meant that they actually have better opportunities to enjoy life. But I'm just wondering why he could not see that his cousin deserved no more money than him, although his cousin, traveled and supported his family (an idea that can not detect it), and that he does everything, because he understands that to make money, so you can spend money? I do not know ... I can not believe that he really believes that he has earned no money in his life. It is difficult and I know I sound greedy, but it's just that I have an idealistic image, support parents to their children at the university and their children with homework help at school and sometimes make a compliment. My mother's parents had such parents, that would really do anything for her children (and my mother's parents have also tried to call this as an example) and my mother is and was just so wonderful and has always cited as an example, and therefore It is always so difficult to understand why my father is the opposite.
I do not understand him. And quite frankly, I have no Desire to understand him anymore. I just had Genung it.
At least this time he has the 2nd World War was not discussed. But next week we meet for a coffee. Maybe he zurückgehaltet his fifth favorite topic for it.
And now I must go to bed. I have to work tomorrow. Maybe I'll read this entry tomorrow. If not, excuse me, that I have made so many mistakes.
have my sister and I met our father for breakfast. I had thought that coffee would actually be better because you can always go away quickly, but my sister has meant that breakfast is better because you have to do something when no one wants to talk. And because our father is almost always silent, the proposal has won my sister.
I had to get up incredibly early, because after an hour or so "would have to go to work," although I do not work today was (he knows not, of course) and we must always be in the office at half-9th
We have never understood, but has since he told me that he is my tuition fees this year because bezählen could (my sister has told me this earlier because he was afraid to post me his decision), I really have. .. I do not know. I do not hate him. He is my father, and that's why I love him, but ... can you love someone have, if you do not like the same person? Is that possible?
He has spoken. We also have said something. Not much. Just enough so that when there is a break between two songs on the radio was, the room would be filled not only with the silence of our disgust. Of course he has almost only discussed money, save money because nothing in the world it is important (or perhaps almost anything ... from our perspective, money is his only interest). My sister and I just nodded and eaten, as he discusses abstract ideas of the world and the motives of the American government itself.
There are three issues that he would like discussed. Money, God, and ... the U.S. government. Exciting. He has asked me today whether I go to the church. I answered him honestly, and then he told me that I should have no fear of the church, because God already knows me without having an idea. Since the separation of my parents, he became very religious. And I do not know ... I believe in God. That's enough for me. And he can not understand. My sister told me once or twice said that he almost every day in the Church goes, and I just thought that he really is almost a lost cause. A soul is good or bad because it helps other people or not and not only because it regiments as going to church. I do not know what to say to him when his own mistakes and shortcomings can not see, and he was always my "error" recognizes, mistakes that I would not call it a mistake; errors that would not also accept other people as an error ..
Then he discussed the family in Germany - also a popular topic and only meant that they actually have better opportunities to enjoy life. But I'm just wondering why he could not see that his cousin deserved no more money than him, although his cousin, traveled and supported his family (an idea that can not detect it), and that he does everything, because he understands that to make money, so you can spend money? I do not know ... I can not believe that he really believes that he has earned no money in his life. It is difficult and I know I sound greedy, but it's just that I have an idealistic image, support parents to their children at the university and their children with homework help at school and sometimes make a compliment. My mother's parents had such parents, that would really do anything for her children (and my mother's parents have also tried to call this as an example) and my mother is and was just so wonderful and has always cited as an example, and therefore It is always so difficult to understand why my father is the opposite.
I do not understand him. And quite frankly, I have no Desire to understand him anymore. I just had Genung it.
At least this time he has the 2nd World War was not discussed. But next week we meet for a coffee. Maybe he zurückgehaltet his fifth favorite topic for it.
And now I must go to bed. I have to work tomorrow. Maybe I'll read this entry tomorrow. If not, excuse me, that I have made so many mistakes.
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