Monday, October 15, 2007

Hampton Silversmiths 18 10 Frost

schorschd @ 2007-10-15T16: 16:00

have now asked me how I really am applying for this scholarship. I do not know ... one hand, I am happy because I would actually learn something valuable, on the other hand I do not also move the world to the university. But it would be really great to make something better with German ... I've been desired since forever, because I believe that the German language is not just for a degree is quite valuable (although it is still up too my chagrin, that I stopped to learn English and Portuguese). Jo ... first we have to see if anything comes of it. And maybe, despite my doubts, I'll get to study further without a good job.

've just done a lot but unfortunately I do not feel like work. But what can I really? Next week I have already put forward a paper, and I just read The Niebelungenallee song through again, so hopefully I can say something good.

My German is getting worse and I would not allow easy, but unfortunately I've just no other choice. I have to find a tandem partner, but then I do not know if I could meet with the anonymous partner. Phew. Who has Skype? Today I had a talk

Monday, October 8, 2007

Ontario Police Scanners Online

schorschd @ 2007-10-08T17: 00:00

keep on StudiVZ ... It was okay, but I had hoped that it would run better. No matter. But now I want to log all of these stupid online networks, even though I know that that would really destroy my opportunities to stay in touch with many friends, probably.

I've just finished writing an essay that I have to give tomorrow. The theme is: "History is a burden that holds us back." If you can not just let the past be past? "Since I wrote the title here, I've probably made something bad, because I believe that the university would probably referred to as plagiarism. ... All because Toll a title. But the essay is full of stupid. I wish I could write something meaningful, but all the themes were really stupid. And since the topic, although interesting, even charming, my essay is really badly written. Phew. I'm not sure that I will pass this year.

I do not know ... in Germany it was not that the university was not as severe (on the contrary, the university was really strict and complicated than the university here), but that the university in Tübingen had at least thought that we can think of. If I'm here in an exercise, I can only think of my time in Tübingen, when I was motivated and to answer questions like did, but here I am just as silent as the others. I miss you. And I also find it funny when they always have something to say about the literary theft. I believe that we have already heard a thousand times that we should not write something that we've seen anywhere else, but they emphasize so often that when I use the word "the" use, I feel like I have something bad have done.

eight months still remain ...

Friday, October 5, 2007

Just Moved To Florida What Do I Do

The pessimism and the ordinary Unimüdigkeit

Well, now the third week is over. Only 8 weeks until I go back to Tü and every day I am a Bißle more to it. I can not really understand why I have not really settled here am but unfortunately it this way. At least I have something nice and happy before. On Tuesday I'll buy the tickets. Hurrah.

Tonight I Is Who dies early Longer looked dead with my roommate and a friend of ours. The film is really great ... although he is on Bavarian, sometimes when I hear the words, I enjoy the southern language, I always think of Schwäbisch and what a pleasant language, she really is and how happy it all sounds to Swabian. I like the movie much. He is just super. But, anyway, I like the happy ending, ending the so-called George. I always look forward ... so shall his life ... sometimes there's pain but as long as you can enjoy life normally, all is well. Maybe I'm just too optimistic, but ... well ... I am. Since I am

back in Edinburgh, I've noticed how superficial people are here. They talk to each other, but they are somehow always shy, and most people can not summon up the courage to say that they like something if it is not like other people. I find this annoying and so I'm here all alone sometimes. I like happy endings. I like movies that are happy but do not always go to bigger things. Why should actually be bad?

week before last I made a movie with a friend looked at. Actually, I'm not so sure that I should call a friend, but sometimes it's there when I got to talk to someone and sometimes it is also very friendly, but very often I feel from her kritiziert because I own my reviews for movies and music and for life in general have. We watched I Married A Witch, which is a good movie from the 40s ... at least I find it great. He will not win a film award have and he is not Casablanca, but he is good. But after the film, I have heard just how bad and cheesy it was. The roommate of these quasi girlfriend was also there and had to ask myself why it is that I bad movies and may sometimes find bad films that are celebrated by the critics, for example the films of Almodovar. And I answered that I like that because sometimes I am able to formulate my own opinion. I find many films by Almodovar bad. They were dark and bad and I could only think that such things would be labeled as art, so yahs (Englander, which are actually smart) may think that they will discuss something that has been identified as valuable. Some people like the films of Almodovar, and I do not mind ... It is only when the films are celebrated by people I am almost sure to find the movies a good thing because other people already said that they had were good.

I have no desire here at the university. I mean, my German is still bad, but at least I felt comfortable at the university in Tübingen. At least I have sometimes felt like a valuable human being who has a right to his own ideas without ever kritiziert to be from people who had simply forgotten how to think for themselves.

Maybe I'll study after college on. I do not know yet, but I'm almost sure that I can not stay here in the UK longer. Edinburgh was home for two years, maybe they will yet again before June my home, but I just think that not happen is. And so now I know ... I stay here probably do not live in the U.S. and I do not want. There is only ... what ... try 300 countries.

Now I must go to bed ... Tomorrow I'm going to Glasgow to pick up my things.

Monday, October 1, 2007

Diablotek Da Series 400 Watt

it's raining in my room ...

The people in the 3rd Stock are terrible. And they have done something and now there's sometimes a drop of water on my floor.

Otherwise ... what I have to write. Nothing really. The university is really good but I still believe that we actually spend enough hours at the Uni ... but so is this what I can say really ... I would rather be in Tübingen, but I have already said 1000 times.

My German is getting worse. Phew.

Hopefully I'm back in two months in Tü! Only for a week, but the rich must, at least until April. Then again I have vacation. Hurrah.

If anyone reads this diary, come to Edinburgh.

Now I must go to bed ... I have a seminar tomorrow by 9 And one more thing by 4