Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Mariposa Prom Dresses

"Maslowitschka." "There. Maslowitschka." "There."

My God. What a funny story of Laura. Oh. I wish that I had worked for this interesting woman shepherd from Poland. It would have been fun, but unfortunately I can not.

At least I go to Tübingen. Somehow it seems to me that better than selling Polish pottery.

morning I had the last exam this semester. Juhu! And then there is the Fran! Juhu! And tomorrow is the Allison. And on Monday I go to Tübingen. To 19 clock I'm here ... and hope I ordered ravioli with Neckarmüller already and met some friends. GEIL!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Chicas De Color Follando

friends, a group right away, and the man in the world arrogantiste

before yesterday evening I met the most arrogant person in the world. But it was really fun because He was so arrogant. I do not know ... maybe I'm just mean. I had heard that he was arrogant, but somehow I NEVER would have thought that someone would be so arrogant, who was not a bad figure, which is found in a fictional text. What an interesting surprise. Hopefully we'll meet again niiiee.

I am finally settled in Edinburgh better, although I'm still homesick for Tübingen. The Fergus and I are now Midglieder a right group, thanks to the German exchange students. In the second year I've always heard that groups exist in Edinburgh, never, not because the people here are unfriendly or somehow incompatible are, but because something in this city prevents the production of a group forever. But the last time it occurred to me that we have brought the impossible to pass. We have a group. Without cafeteria, without similar timetables. Somehow we did it.

It's nice to think about it. Although my friends in Tübingen I always miss, I have at least one group of good friends that support me and that I can sometimes influence (on Thursday we drank coffee in Beanscene ... yay!). Now I'm not the only Fergus, the best roommate in the world, and not just the Nicola, one of the friendliest people in the world, but other friendly people I have love I can call good friends. Juhu! Right now I'm

popular again in my Tübingen and I can hardly wait. Every day I try to have me prepare for my dissertation and my essays, but unfortunately my power of daydreams from beautiful Städtle interrupted more often. The semester is almost over and I can hardly wait until 17.30 on Thursday. Then I have to quickly go to Waverley Station to pick up the Fran. Hurrah!

this weekend hopefully I'll buy a kilt! Geil! Week nights and Tobias has meant that we might go ice skating. I vieellee afraid, but hope I will survive.

Na ... I have to go ... tonight I go to a concert.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Koleston Hair Color Chart

schorschd @ 2007-11-19T10: 01:00

Last night I dreamed that I was back in the cafeteria with my friends.

How ... jo ...

But today, in 2 weeks I'm back in reality here!

Saturday, November 17, 2007

How To Deal With Dog Odors

schöönnerr days

Today was totally beautiful. I bought socks. Nothing more productive. Hurrah.

At 4 I've met two German friends for coffee and we actually have only spoken in German. There was so much fun. My God ... I already know that I miss the German language, but today I noticed it more closely. At first I did terrible, stupid mistake (for example, I have "some" and "actually" used much too often) but some hours later it was better, although still not as good as it was in Tübingen and of course it still was not flowing.

Then we tried to watch the Scottish-Italian football match. But Teviot was full. The Pear Tree House was crowded. The Southside would have burst when someone would eingeganen yet. The Argyle SkySports simply does not have. And The Sportsman's Bar in Bruntsfield was full but we still squeezed in and looked at the second part of the game. It was a good game, but Italy is evil.

After the bad result, we have bought pizza / pasta and eaten. Then the fast one gone home (in the Sportsman's Bar, we were accidentally soaked with beer, after Scotland had scored his only goal) and I have to question a call (thanks to the insistence Fergus') has a similar if he happen to know where the documents of my grandparents. Unfortunately, he has no idea, but at least I finally asked. And finally we have Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade looked at (the favorite Indiana Jones movie of the two Germans and from the Fergus and me too).

Fine. Now I must go to bed ... Tomorrow I really want to create something ... I was on vacation today, tomorrow starts the university again.

Friday, November 16, 2007

The Best Plactic Surgent To Remove A Cyst On Face

schorschd @ 2007-11-16T15: 24:00

What can I write about? I just have to tell much but unfortunately not in the mood to write, especially not in German. Every day I think I can express myself properly in any language. Phew. Hopefully all this will pass once I'm back in Tübingen. Although my German course still has holes, can (or rather, was) I often explain my feelings better in German than in English.

The Christian has already meant that once I was back in Tübingen, I would may never go away again. I was thinking. And probably we are right.

There are already enough snow in Germany, I was thinking (To be more honest and even desirable) that it is possible that my sad flight back to Edinburgh a few days could be delayed. Would that be so bad? If the flight was only 2 days late, I would first longer stay in Germany (of course, would not be that bad) and then I would have also missed my flight to California. Then I would just sarcastic "Schaaaddeeee ... I've had bad luck," say and write something better than make my essays and my master's thesis in any cafe in California. I would even books, that I could write something good! Oh! That would be beautiful, but unfortunately I feel a little guilty because my sister and my mother look forward to my visit. I wish I would appreciate it as well. But that will never happen.

Oh ... I like a seminar. Maybe I should go there a bit early. Until next time.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Remote Control Helicopter Price In Mumbai

schorschd @ 2007-11-13T23: 34:00

I know that my German is still bad and unfortunately is getting worse because I can not speak the language, unfortunately, so use often, but despite that this year seems really useless to me. I know that I still have thousands of mistakes and write and say that I do every day several mistakes, but somehow the grammar exercises this semester meaningless. "Please insert the record drawing." Okay. I can do. Hopefully. "What have you written here?" "A semicolon fits here." "Right. Why?" Erm ... because it actually should be something there, and a semicolon is the best? No idea.

Usually I can write in German or speak without knowing exactly why I have something said or written. And I would say that this is a good thing. But unfortunately I may not be so. Unfortunately I can not write now because something sounds right. Instead, I have to explain everything. Sometimes I can make it and sometimes not, but if I did it or not, I think that probably all the I write and I speak, is somehow wrong because I can not explain always why I designed the sets Sun Of course there are far too many mistakes. So what is normal. Dani always says that the German language was not easy, and the Dani of course right.

Last year I talked with my friends. You have korregiert me and so I learned a lot. Sometimes I wish a great dictionary, in which all the words and grammar are covered in short, which could entangle in my head. But unfortunately I can only do something like that.

I'm really proud of my German. Last year I had not wasted the time, but enjoyed and used properly. And to my German, I had confidence. I even had self-confidence (not only for my sense of language). But now? Now I have lost so much and every day I lose more. My knowledge of languages is getting weaker and I'm always shy. I can only hope that my journey is going to save me to Tübingen. After that I trust (hope) my German again and hopefully I will not look up every word, because I do not everything can be explained. Hopefully I will again use my commas where they belong just in sets. Every day I have a bit more scared of the German language. I understand everything I hear and read. But the language I bring forth is getting worse. Phew.

There remains only 19 days, until the day when I will hopefully be saved.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Hampton Silversmiths 18 10 Frost

schorschd @ 2007-10-15T16: 16:00

have now asked me how I really am applying for this scholarship. I do not know ... one hand, I am happy because I would actually learn something valuable, on the other hand I do not also move the world to the university. But it would be really great to make something better with German ... I've been desired since forever, because I believe that the German language is not just for a degree is quite valuable (although it is still up too my chagrin, that I stopped to learn English and Portuguese). Jo ... first we have to see if anything comes of it. And maybe, despite my doubts, I'll get to study further without a good job.

've just done a lot but unfortunately I do not feel like work. But what can I really? Next week I have already put forward a paper, and I just read The Niebelungenallee song through again, so hopefully I can say something good.

My German is getting worse and I would not allow easy, but unfortunately I've just no other choice. I have to find a tandem partner, but then I do not know if I could meet with the anonymous partner. Phew. Who has Skype? Today I had a talk

Monday, October 8, 2007

Ontario Police Scanners Online

schorschd @ 2007-10-08T17: 00:00

keep on StudiVZ ... It was okay, but I had hoped that it would run better. No matter. But now I want to log all of these stupid online networks, even though I know that that would really destroy my opportunities to stay in touch with many friends, probably.

I've just finished writing an essay that I have to give tomorrow. The theme is: "History is a burden that holds us back." If you can not just let the past be past? "Since I wrote the title here, I've probably made something bad, because I believe that the university would probably referred to as plagiarism. ... All because Toll a title. But the essay is full of stupid. I wish I could write something meaningful, but all the themes were really stupid. And since the topic, although interesting, even charming, my essay is really badly written. Phew. I'm not sure that I will pass this year.

I do not know ... in Germany it was not that the university was not as severe (on the contrary, the university was really strict and complicated than the university here), but that the university in Tübingen had at least thought that we can think of. If I'm here in an exercise, I can only think of my time in Tübingen, when I was motivated and to answer questions like did, but here I am just as silent as the others. I miss you. And I also find it funny when they always have something to say about the literary theft. I believe that we have already heard a thousand times that we should not write something that we've seen anywhere else, but they emphasize so often that when I use the word "the" use, I feel like I have something bad have done.

eight months still remain ...

Friday, October 5, 2007

Just Moved To Florida What Do I Do

The pessimism and the ordinary Unimüdigkeit

Well, now the third week is over. Only 8 weeks until I go back to Tü and every day I am a Bißle more to it. I can not really understand why I have not really settled here am but unfortunately it this way. At least I have something nice and happy before. On Tuesday I'll buy the tickets. Hurrah.

Tonight I Is Who dies early Longer looked dead with my roommate and a friend of ours. The film is really great ... although he is on Bavarian, sometimes when I hear the words, I enjoy the southern language, I always think of Schwäbisch and what a pleasant language, she really is and how happy it all sounds to Swabian. I like the movie much. He is just super. But, anyway, I like the happy ending, ending the so-called George. I always look forward ... so shall his life ... sometimes there's pain but as long as you can enjoy life normally, all is well. Maybe I'm just too optimistic, but ... well ... I am. Since I am

back in Edinburgh, I've noticed how superficial people are here. They talk to each other, but they are somehow always shy, and most people can not summon up the courage to say that they like something if it is not like other people. I find this annoying and so I'm here all alone sometimes. I like happy endings. I like movies that are happy but do not always go to bigger things. Why should actually be bad?

week before last I made a movie with a friend looked at. Actually, I'm not so sure that I should call a friend, but sometimes it's there when I got to talk to someone and sometimes it is also very friendly, but very often I feel from her kritiziert because I own my reviews for movies and music and for life in general have. We watched I Married A Witch, which is a good movie from the 40s ... at least I find it great. He will not win a film award have and he is not Casablanca, but he is good. But after the film, I have heard just how bad and cheesy it was. The roommate of these quasi girlfriend was also there and had to ask myself why it is that I bad movies and may sometimes find bad films that are celebrated by the critics, for example the films of Almodovar. And I answered that I like that because sometimes I am able to formulate my own opinion. I find many films by Almodovar bad. They were dark and bad and I could only think that such things would be labeled as art, so yahs (Englander, which are actually smart) may think that they will discuss something that has been identified as valuable. Some people like the films of Almodovar, and I do not mind ... It is only when the films are celebrated by people I am almost sure to find the movies a good thing because other people already said that they had were good.

I have no desire here at the university. I mean, my German is still bad, but at least I felt comfortable at the university in Tübingen. At least I have sometimes felt like a valuable human being who has a right to his own ideas without ever kritiziert to be from people who had simply forgotten how to think for themselves.

Maybe I'll study after college on. I do not know yet, but I'm almost sure that I can not stay here in the UK longer. Edinburgh was home for two years, maybe they will yet again before June my home, but I just think that not happen is. And so now I know ... I stay here probably do not live in the U.S. and I do not want. There is only ... what ... try 300 countries.

Now I must go to bed ... Tomorrow I'm going to Glasgow to pick up my things.

Monday, October 1, 2007

Diablotek Da Series 400 Watt

it's raining in my room ...

The people in the 3rd Stock are terrible. And they have done something and now there's sometimes a drop of water on my floor.

Otherwise ... what I have to write. Nothing really. The university is really good but I still believe that we actually spend enough hours at the Uni ... but so is this what I can say really ... I would rather be in Tübingen, but I have already said 1000 times.

My German is getting worse. Phew.

Hopefully I'm back in two months in Tü! Only for a week, but the rich must, at least until April. Then again I have vacation. Hurrah.

If anyone reads this diary, come to Edinburgh.

Now I must go to bed ... I have a seminar tomorrow by 9 And one more thing by 4

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

More Testosterone Eating Own Semen

how it begins ... Am I

Today was the first day of the 4th Year. I really feel like ... I think I've been a verausgegeben Bißle. But today was not so bad. This year I have to do much but now that the first meeting Fung is over, everything looks a bit better than before.

My master thesis: Horrible, but I can do.

the 2 translation rates: Every week I have to make either a written or an oral translation. Phew ... but they are good exercises ... and I know already.

Language Practical: Well ... I forgot German ... I always think longer before I say something, but after about five minutes, I can prevail, the German language Bißle better.

the 4 literature courses: Well ... I do not know if they are all the same, but today the course was very interesting. But in English. I think I'm the only one who wants the course in German, but now the lecturer said that the course is a mixture of German and English. But you just have to see ... they have said in the second year and then we have always spoken in English only.

And that's all. 14 hours, which are divided between two weeks. Wednesday I'm free, and Friday I have every other week off. Hurrah.

And it could be that I to Tübingen for a week in December go. As I have before me, I'm not depressed. Hurrah.

sleep now I must. And hopefully I can skype with someone this weekend (I have discovered a new word) ... I have to talk more verschwäbeltes German because I would forget everything. I must speak more German, but my tandem partner potential has never responded. Phew.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

How To Put The Penisinside

Samsung Q1 Ultra now being delivered

Since 31 July are the long-awaited Samsung Q1 Ultra UMPC in a first Vatiante available and deliverable.

The Tablet Store in Munich, Germany in the first devices available now in the delivery. While the first batch of UMPCs already by the many pre-orders is out of print, but the Tablet PC and UMPC specialist has already ordered the second batch of equipment, so this already from the 15th August are available again. Tension here is that it set for the second batch now so many reservations that even this might be sold out in no time.

Samsung had presented the new Q1 UMPC at this year's CeBIT in Hannover and announced in May. Unfortunately, there were significant delays in delivery in Germany, which were now a thing of the past. The Q1 Ultra comes with Windows Vista Home Premium and the German QWERTZ keyboard layout. This built-in keyboard enables rapid, with a little exercise correctly typing.

The 7-inch WSVGA display of the Q1 Ultra UMPC all components for use as a touch screen or Tablet PC are integrated. An Intel Pentium CPU, the new generation, in conjunction with 1024 MB of RAM and a graphics chip more than enough power to display multimedia content on the "Q1 Ultra" in brilliant quality. The necessary space provides a 1.8 Inch hard drive with 60 GB capacity. The battery life of the Q1 Ultra is 3.5 hours with the standard 4 cell battery (6 cell battery up to 6.8 hours) and can be extended with an additional battery for another 9 hours.

The Q1 Ultra can be enjoyed without long waiting time multimedia data. This Samsung has equipped the "Q1 Ultra" to the "AV Station Now" system. This allows movies, play music pictures etc. without a long boot time from hard disk or other storage devices (USB memory sticks, SD, MMC and XD cards). The good sound is supported by the SRS sound system with True Surround TX "and" SRS WOW ". Even through headphones a pleasure.

pure communication, the integrated on the front and back of the Samsung Q1 Ultra camera can be used as a webcam or take a quick snapshot. On tour, the Q1 Ultra is also portable game console, because by the integrated pad and hot keys on the display, it can be operated in gamepad.

navigate in the car? Why, because with his 7-inch widescreen display, it surpasses every available stand-alone navigation device. The Navigation Kit, consisting of car charger, cradle, GPS receiver, works with any standard navigation software, although it is not standard equipment. The Samsung Q1 Ultra

all important Kommunikationsschnittsteleln are installed. These include Ethernet 10/100, Wireless LAN 802.11b / g and Bluetooth 2.0. Connections such as USB 2.0, a SD card slot and a VGA port allowing connection to other devices. Thanks to this equipment and the built-in twin array microphones is the "Q1 Ultra" even as a mobile phone for voice over IP calls are available. However, we recommend here the use of headphones, because by the great sound in your environment is also happy about the news on the phone.

the Q1 Ultra is equipped so well prepared. It is small, lightweight, convenient and yet a fully fledged PC.

More information about the device and availability, see www.thetabletstore.com in UMPC, manufacturer Samsung.

Los Angeles & Compensation & Blood Donation

Wibu system with versatile solutions for protecting digital rights to CeBIT CeBIT Asia 2007

participation in the German Pavilion in Hall W5, Booth 5F51

presented with effective solutions for the protection and licensing of software, documents and media, and authentication, the WIBU-Systems AG, the German joint stand in Hall W5, booth 5F51 at CeBIT Asia 2007 in Shanghai. The fair will be on 11 October accompanied by a workshop under the auspices of WIBU-Systems, the renowned speakers of Chinese and international software publishers to protect digital rights brings together. The international world of IT will meet on 10 to 13. October at the Shanghai New International Expo Centre (SNIEC).

companies that want to protect their products from imitation or piracy will be discussed at the booth of WIBU-SYSTEMS. In addition to software companies can also manufacturers industrial control equipment and machinery to protect their products and their know-how from piracy and simultaneously implement an appropriate licensing. The corresponding software usually determines the functions of a machine. In a flexible manner, the solution fulfills CodeMeter the various requirements and that cross-platform on both Windows, Mac OS, Linux and Sun Solaris as well as embedded operating systems like Windows CE.

companies that need secure protection of documents received, with SmartShelter a versatile solution offered. Whether training manuals, service data or drawings - only the authorized person with a matching USB hardware CM-Stick can use the encrypted documents. Similarly, the technology used in multimedia applications for the protection of video and audio files, such as in training and eLearning. In addition, the CM-Stick is used for secure authentication and offers each user a personal security features such as the mobile password manager.

Oliver Winzenried, CEO and founder of the WIBU-Systems AG, spells it out: "With Professor Cao Zhaomin of Jiaotong University in Shanghai and Jörg Heil of Hartung Consult are the participants experience a very exciting workshop with tips for their work. In developing our solutions, we work in many development programs, such as those from AutoDesk, Apple, HP, IBM, Intel, Microsoft and Sun. Thus, each client benefits from our know-how and can implement a secure protection with little effort. The workshop will provide in a short time a good overview of mechanisms and expansion of customers through innovative licensing models. The participants in the parallel to the CeBIT Asia held PTC and CeMAT are also invited to our workshop. "

Hip Scarf In Mississauga



This is all at the CeBIT computer fair in Hannover and Cebit messages.

More of me to read 's HERE.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Prescription Of William Syndrome

actually a fifty in the body of a twenty?

Last night I went to a party. You already know how much I'm going to parties, but I thought that I would try to change that at least one Bißle.

And everything was okay in the beginning. We went to a pub and, although I talked to more people than I had before, I must say that I still felt lonely. In contrast to Germany, I could talk to the people here not so fluid - we speak the same language, but the content is usually a no-throw. I can not understand it. Why should it actually easier to speak in German with strangers than with people who speak my language? And every day is it even harder to speak German and to write, and frankly, I think, so I'm just depressed. My best chain that binds me together now with the world and with other people is weaker every day.

After the pub we went to a club which is called The Liquid Rooms. And in the beginning everything was okay ... I mean, I would not go there without peer pressure, but if you hiinkommt to otherwise, why not? The music was loud and people were just drunk a Bißle and if I shut my eyes, I could not think of Tübingen. I was happy. Because I felt comfortable again.

Then everything has gone bad. The people were totally drunk ... they are all fallen and were totally horrible. I can not understand alcohol. Sometimes he is okay but as far as that one is a stranger, I can not understand.

At 1 am I got home. I could not stand it any longer. The dark streets were like rivers of debauchery know what you could not see what you would. The 10 minutes that took the walk was, as a whole, terrible, disgusting eternity.

entlich I've reached my door. Then I just thought how much I hate you. Edinburgh is a wonderful city. I love her and I'm here at home for three years. But after that terrible And walk to the other, I have had here, I just thought, "How long can I endure all this?" This year? Certainly. And after that? I think not. Edinburgh is beautiful, but, like most companies in the UK, ill. I know that there is nowhere in the world where everything is beautiful and perfect, but at least I had not ever be afraid after dark in Tübingen. I have only seen maybe 5 drunk, which was really that bad ... but they were still actungsvoll ... not a whole club full of people who can not stand without support.

Life here is just different. And I would like to take the life of Great Britain not participate. And unfortunately, I do not think it's just a difference between a "big" city and a small university town.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Intacs Uk Cost keratoconus

na na na

every time it is difficult to write anything here because I really have nothing new to tell and because no one reads this blog. but I will still try to write, just because it is actually good for my German, although I'm always so many errors.

now I'm back in edinburgh for 5 days and what I do it? almost anything, but I could be doing anyway? I'm not so much before to the day when I am settling into my wg (hopefully the day tomorrow, but I would net be excited, because that is when it nieeee ) To pass. I have a Bißle read for next semester. I'm still the same book and I'm tired ... I think that tomorrow I will change books. and what else? twice I've taken friends and that's all. EVERYTHING. phew.

today I met a friend who was in Chile last year for an internship. tref the audit was a random ... a nice coincidence. She said that she was actually rather have been in Chile. and of course I said that I was thinking the same about the last days. I know net ... I really like to find someone else who would also prefer somewhere else, because most people that I got from the German department know, Sun had net begesitert with Germany than I do, and although the girl studying English, it was nice just to know that I am alone with this thought net.

hopefully tomorrow I move to to Bruntsfield. and then ... and then I can unpack everything and a Bißle be happier. hopefully.

on Friday I drive to Aviemore people with 10 of the German abbey ling. hopefully will make the journey fun ... vielleich vacation I need again, even though the holidays are actually still there.

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Retaining Wall Square Foot Cost

schorschd @ 2007-09-02T01: 53:00

which only briefly, because I'm tired and I must sleep.

today was good. better than yesterday. I went to dalkieth because it was a party because the sister of a friend of mine had birthday. The party was nice ... seeehhhrrr just as beautiful as the birthday party last year for the same friend ... only her family and a few friends. I know net ... The party was really great and it was really nice to see her family even though I only met once or twice did. her mother asked me if I had to stay somewhere, because I could stay there if I had only stayed in a hotel and when we went added she embraces me. I know net ... then I felt so sad ... my net I'm almost like last year I've felt in tü ... that figure actually near there that are similar to parents who care for me and I know Bißle net ... simply there.

I find beautiful.

then we went to a pub and then I walked through the city for 45 minutes. in edinburgh. by 1 I was always afraid ... but now maybe net.

hurray. I thought it would be nice to start a small diary in which I daily only one or two good experiences writing because I've noticed that I always forget the good things faster than the poor.

Friday, August 31, 2007

What's Wrong With Me If I'm Constantly Itching?

duh, duh duh PANIKK ...

Well, it's ... really late. I do not mean midnight is really late, but if you for more than 33 Stood has not slept and went to bed only by 21 clock is midnight late.

I love Edinburgh. The city is beautiful. But now I must ask myself whether I want to stay here after college. I've always thought that that was my dream, but now I'm not so sure. In these 3 hours of sleep I was dreaming. What did I dream? Well ... I have seen all the stressful and horrible things here and only thought when I was in Germany, life was also stressful, but I never had so much fear as I did tonight.

I do not understand it. And maybe I would not understand. I miss Tübingen. If something in Tübingen would happen, I would do a walk. Here I would have a Bißle afraid. Everything here is stupid. I felt a thousand times safer than in Tübingen I now feel comfortable here and I do not know if that just because I miss Tübingen in Tübingen or whether life really was better than life here.

Now I must go back to bed. Good night.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Joi Star Kitty's Revenge Mediafire

well ... new news ...

Well, now I feel a Bißle bad because I'm not friends with my Scottish expected last night but now I must say that although I do not so many good friends have since than I have to toot your good friends, the I'm in edinburgh, really great friends.

and today I met with a good friend from school and the experience was not as bad as when I met with the others. she was as friendly as she was at school and tonight was really fun. now I have something ... 2 friends here (friends really) in California, can talk to me. hurray. and her boyfriend was there too and au seeehhhrr friendly. so maybe I know three nice people from school ... although I've never spoken in the school with friends.

Monday, August 27, 2007

Sadler Oxford Vocab Answers Level E

damn

now I'm too lazy to write in High German. phew ... I need to practice au ordinary German. well ... Today I have really tried to be happy. but unfortunately it has happened net. why? honestly, I know net. it difficult manner whenever I'm in California, to feel cheerful, but ... well ... I think that was stupid today, because I still have no idea where I'll stay in edinburgh the first nights and I'm afraid. I have a lot of angst ... and why? because I'm afraid of edinburgh. if I would go back to Tübingen, not knowing where I would be spending the first nights, I'm quite sure I could count with my friends. but I have a girlfriend once asked last week whether I could really stay with her until next week (she has already said that this was not a problem, but after my berlin interesting experience in, I would ask three times) and I've still got no response. I can understand net. I miss tü thousand times more than I miss edinburgh last summer, even though I was here last summer stayed longer. edinburgh dahoim was no wonder since 2004 ... and now? and now I just know net ... now a part of me wishes that I had been doing and to a study by the beginning of history, but the other knows that edinburgh au will be fine.

after the uni's will gannzz interesting.

puh.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Menopause Period Spotting

The cork game

Yesterday evening, the friend of my sister and a colleague came here to drink wine, eat food, and terrible games to play.

And it was fun made.

There was ... five bottles of wine and in the end they were all drunk. I like alcohol or not ... But I drank anyway, just to be friendly, because the friend has brought my sister to five bottles and has really tried to pick a few bottles of wine I would like perhaps, although I do not like alcohol, because my sister has it had said that I do not drink alcohol. And also because I have not really drunk so many expensive wines, and I suspect that the wines were really expensive. (He has a kind of wine cellar at home and collecting wines seehhhrrr like).

And so I drank a lot but I was not drunk (I have my Boundaries never really chose and I have not yet discovered) and we have Liars' Dice played .... a terrible game with dice, that is really the same game that Will Turner and Davy Jones play in the escape of the Caribbean, and the UN, of course, even though David, the friend who did not like Uno. We have also learned a cork game that is totally awesome, but I do not in German and can not explain it in English. But it was cool.

And ... well ... I have nothing else to say. On Thursday I fly to Scotland ... hurray! Friends! Beautiful weather! Friendly people! Yay. What

boring for an entry. Phew.

someone reads this boring diary really?

Thursday, August 23, 2007

What Do Those Plastic Colorful Bracelets Mean

Freeeiiiiheeeiiittt

In a week I'm almost home! (But I must say that Edinburgh is not my only home). Hurray hurray hurray. Today I had

my last day of work. Hurrah. There was cake. And I've got a coupon.

When I wrote the last entry, I realized that my German is really limited. There are so many things you could say, and there are so many things I can not express properly in German. Of course, that's for sure, but still it is annoying that I always find several holes in my knowledge of languages and now, because I am in Germany, I have fewer opportunities to my German . Improve And that's why I started this online diary ... so at least I can practice more my bad German, and accept this terrible holes and hopefully learn somehow and at some point what can. But now I have to say that I am always a Bißle feel weaker than before in my language skills.

Puh. Today

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have my sister and I met our father for breakfast. I had thought that coffee would actually be better because you can always go away quickly, but my sister has meant that breakfast is better because you have to do something when no one wants to talk. And because our father is almost always silent, the proposal has won my sister.

I had to get up incredibly early, because after an hour or so "would have to go to work," although I do not work today was (he knows not, of course) and we must always be in the office at half-9th

We have never understood, but has since he told me that he is my tuition fees this year because bezählen could (my sister has told me this earlier because he was afraid to post me his decision), I really have. .. I do not know. I do not hate him. He is my father, and that's why I love him, but ... can you love someone have, if you do not like the same person? Is that possible?

He has spoken. We also have said something. Not much. Just enough so that when there is a break between two songs on the radio was, the room would be filled not only with the silence of our disgust. Of course he has almost only discussed money, save money because nothing in the world it is important (or perhaps almost anything ... from our perspective, money is his only interest). My sister and I just nodded and eaten, as he discusses abstract ideas of the world and the motives of the American government itself.

There are three issues that he would like discussed. Money, God, and ... the U.S. government. Exciting. He has asked me today whether I go to the church. I answered him honestly, and then he told me that I should have no fear of the church, because God already knows me without having an idea. Since the separation of my parents, he became very religious. And I do not know ... I believe in God. That's enough for me. And he can not understand. My sister told me once or twice said that he almost every day in the Church goes, and I just thought that he really is almost a lost cause. A soul is good or bad because it helps other people or not and not only because it regiments as going to church. I do not know what to say to him when his own mistakes and shortcomings can not see, and he was always my "error" recognizes, mistakes that I would not call it a mistake; errors that would not also accept other people as an error ..

Then he discussed the family in Germany - also a popular topic and only meant that they actually have better opportunities to enjoy life. But I'm just wondering why he could not see that his cousin deserved no more money than him, although his cousin, traveled and supported his family (an idea that can not detect it), and that he does everything, because he understands that to make money, so you can spend money? I do not know ... I can not believe that he really believes that he has earned no money in his life. It is difficult and I know I sound greedy, but it's just that I have an idealistic image, support parents to their children at the university and their children with homework help at school and sometimes make a compliment. My mother's parents had such parents, that would really do anything for her children (and my mother's parents have also tried to call this as an example) and my mother is and was just so wonderful and has always cited as an example, and therefore It is always so difficult to understand why my father is the opposite.

I do not understand him. And quite frankly, I have no Desire to understand him anymore. I just had Genung it.

At least this time he has the 2nd World War was not discussed. But next week we meet for a coffee. Maybe he zurückgehaltet his fifth favorite topic for it.

And now I must go to bed. I have to work tomorrow. Maybe I'll read this entry tomorrow. If not, excuse me, that I have made so many mistakes.