The pessimism and the ordinary Unimüdigkeit
Well, now the third week is over. Only 8 weeks until I go back to Tü and every day I am a Bißle more to it. I can not really understand why I have not really settled here am but unfortunately it this way. At least I have something nice and happy before. On Tuesday I'll buy the tickets. Hurrah.
Tonight I Is Who dies early Longer looked dead with my roommate and a friend of ours. The film is really great ... although he is on Bavarian, sometimes when I hear the words, I enjoy the southern language, I always think of Schwäbisch and what a pleasant language, she really is and how happy it all sounds to Swabian. I like the movie much. He is just super. But, anyway, I like the happy ending, ending the so-called George. I always look forward ... so shall his life ... sometimes there's pain but as long as you can enjoy life normally, all is well. Maybe I'm just too optimistic, but ... well ... I am. Since I am
back in Edinburgh, I've noticed how superficial people are here. They talk to each other, but they are somehow always shy, and most people can not summon up the courage to say that they like something if it is not like other people. I find this annoying and so I'm here all alone sometimes. I like happy endings. I like movies that are happy but do not always go to bigger things. Why should actually be bad?
week before last I made a movie with a friend looked at. Actually, I'm not so sure that I should call a friend, but sometimes it's there when I got to talk to someone and sometimes it is also very friendly, but very often I feel from her kritiziert because I own my reviews for movies and music and for life in general have. We watched I Married A Witch, which is a good movie from the 40s ... at least I find it great. He will not win a film award have and he is not Casablanca, but he is good. But after the film, I have heard just how bad and cheesy it was. The roommate of these quasi girlfriend was also there and had to ask myself why it is that I bad movies and may sometimes find bad films that are celebrated by the critics, for example the films of Almodovar. And I answered that I like that because sometimes I am able to formulate my own opinion. I find many films by Almodovar bad. They were dark and bad and I could only think that such things would be labeled as art, so yahs (Englander, which are actually smart) may think that they will discuss something that has been identified as valuable. Some people like the films of Almodovar, and I do not mind ... It is only when the films are celebrated by people I am almost sure to find the movies a good thing because other people already said that they had were good.
I have no desire here at the university. I mean, my German is still bad, but at least I felt comfortable at the university in Tübingen. At least I have sometimes felt like a valuable human being who has a right to his own ideas without ever kritiziert to be from people who had simply forgotten how to think for themselves.
Maybe I'll study after college on. I do not know yet, but I'm almost sure that I can not stay here in the UK longer. Edinburgh was home for two years, maybe they will yet again before June my home, but I just think that not happen is. And so now I know ... I stay here probably do not live in the U.S. and I do not want. There is only ... what ... try 300 countries.
Now I must go to bed ... Tomorrow I'm going to Glasgow to pick up my things.
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